Why I was able to hear the Desteni Message

Why I was able to hear the Desteni message:

Simple:

Even though I was raised a Christian, I never took it seriously... I mean – it was just a story which, I realized, the only purpose was to control people by giving them some kind of “moraityl” and “hope”. Fortunately for me I didn’t needed it because I was always well feed and sheltered – thus no need for “hope” (I already had the “dope”) – and the whole morality bullshit was pointless because the bugs I played with and my birds (and later on my dog) taught me much more than any book could ever do...

“Forgiveness through Jesus” just didn’t made any sense at all... I mean, come on – I can do all the crap I want, lie, cheat, deceive, kill... murder! But then I can redeem myself by believing that “God will forgive me” if I believe that “Jesus is the way”...
uuuuuuWHAT?

And hell... oh well, that is very easy... If God is indeed “all loving” and if I am the same (“his image and likeness”) – then I really need not to worry. I knew that if kept behaving as I was and I were to go to hell, then surely God would only have Jesus by his side in heaven because everyone else was in hell – and for as long as I couldn’t walk on water I would never have a real hope of meeting “my creator”...

So, the God bullshit was out of the way.

By the time that I found Desteni – when I was 21 – my “concept” of God had nothing to do with what is said in the Bible. To me God was ALL: “I am God, you are God, this computer is God, the rain is God, the sun is God, my dog is God, etc...” In other words, everything is the same, equal and one – This universe is essentially the same thing expressed in different ways... yet, we humans, have fucked up things big time with beliefs and ideas which end up making us against each other – and that is why we have wars, famine, child abuse, animals abuse, pollution... you name it! All the problems in this world are the result of us not realizing who we actually are as Equal – One – Thus we act as if we are separate, as if we are not from this earth, from this UNI-verse.

At that time – in 2007 – I was well aware that I was far from being the best I could. I knew that I had to change. I knew that there was still a lot for me to learn – to realize. In fact, that was how I found Desteni: I was doing research online for a small booklet I was compiling about my realizations in regards to the shithole we got ourselves into and how we could change things through simply realizing we are One and Equal and change ourselves accordingly. This booklet was primarily to share with friends – and I did so with a few – but later I realized that I ended up doing it for myself mostly, and that became a very prominent and defining part in my process of self-change / self-realization.

So, as you can see, it is very easy to hear the Desteni message once one has enough courage to face oneself, get to some self honesty and realize that we are not the best we can be AND that we can change! Have the courage to really “look in the mirror” and see that all the crap inside us is just a reflection of a system that has conditioned us and filled us with fear. It is easy to hear the Desteni message once one has the courage to be humble enough to say “I do not know everything, what I think and believe might just be a lie – and I am willing to put it to the test”.

It is easy to hear the Desteni message once one truly has the slightest will to “change the world”... If you do not hear the message then you are not interested in changing the world at all – you just want to prove your righteousness, you just want to remain the same and hope that the world will change, you just want to remain in your safe haven.

It is easy to hear the Desteni message once you have the courage to forgive yourself for all the bullshit you have filled yourself with... once you have the courage to forgive yourself for all the stupid shit you have convinced yourself to be.

It is easy to hear the Desteni message once you are no longer afraid of a book.

It is easy to hear the Desteni message once you do indeed decide to be the “image and likeness of God” – that, whatever that means, you will find out no matter what who you actually are, you will push yourself everyday to become a better version of yourself – and though you might fall sometimes, you will stand up and keep walking.

The Portal point was quite sticking... at first I didn’t believe it... I wanted to believe it, I wanted it to be real – but I couldn’t believe it because “I needed proof”. Yet I didn’t discard it as a possibility. Since the was no way I could prove or disprove its veracity, I simply allowed myself to hear the message because, ultimately, I realized, it does not matter “who” is talking: What matters is if it made sense – common sense. And it did. The best of all was the fact that I could test things for myself. I tested self forgiveness: it works. I tested self corrective application: it works. I tested self honesty: its fucking hard! But definitely possible. Things that were being said through the Portal could be tested and proven to be real – and I was quite satisfied with that. If it was Jesus or Buddha talking, that was just irrelevant.

In the end of 2007 and beginning of 2008 the Portal was doing interviews with the Structural Resonance of some of the Desteni participants at the time - and I was one of the “lucky” ones who had one made. Unfortunately, due to the main Desteni Productions Channel on YouTube being closed in August last year (2011), this interview is no longer available. Yet, that specific interview about me (who I have become) and my process was a “slap in the face” that confirmed that the Portal is in fact real. This might not mean anything to you (I really do not care if it does) but if you want to hear from me if the Portal is real or not: Yes, it is REAL!

What is interesting to note about the Portal point is that regardless of its authenticity, I had already proven to myself – through application of the tools suggested – that what Desteni is sharing is indeed both the individual and global solution for ALL the problems we have in this world. I say again: THE SOLUTION TO ALL THE PROBLEMS IN THIS WORLD.

HELLO!!??! Did you hear what I said? THE SOLUTION... to ALL the PROBLEMS... IN THIS WORLD!!!!

Can I prove this to you? No. You have to prove it to yourself: You have to realize that YOU ARE THE PROBLEM and THUS the SOLUTION.

If you do not have the common sense and self honesty to SEE this – you will be UNABLE to hear the Desteni message and as such UNABLE to truly face yourself and be the change that this world requires. Fortunately for all, you will die that way... You are better dead than a living problem! Dust to dust.

One thing is for sure: You will SEE – you will have to face yourself and your creation. Its simple: YOU CAN’T RUN AWAY FROM YOURSELF! As dust you will face yourself: You are Equal and One with, to and as All.

Its in your hands... you choose!