Remaining in Space/Physical Time

Today I realized how I rush into shit very easily. I stopped for a moment, I looked myself in the mirror (since I was in the toilet) and slowed down.

I have been giving myself a good break - yet I still push for myself.
I have bee aware how the mind is always ahead of time, always going into the future when in fact the physical cannot keep up with it - thus I stop thinking what will come after - because I know and/or I can decide later - and I focus on what I am going, and I do not allow the perception of time to interfere. It is moments, and in moments as the moments I live.

Now I am writing this and here I stand present, not rushing, simply writing, and when is done is done. I am not establishing a limit (time or words) and thus it does not matter when it is finished, because "when" is actually non existent -- only the fact that "it is done" is relevant and not the "when" - from a perspective of being here and doing WHAT MUST BE DONE.

I realize that my life has been a race against time - and time always wins because time will be here long after I am gone. So - this race against time is already lost. Therefore, I am not even going to race. I am going to move at a breath pace, moment by moment, doing things, finishing them and moving on instead of thinking about "all the things that I have to do" and be overwhelmed by it and then end up not doing non of that because I belief that "I will not have enough time".

I make the time for things as I simply do things in the moment.

I may plan, but once I start living the plan = I do one thing at the time, and when I am doing one thing all that exists is that one thing, nothing else. When it is done = I move on to the next task. Breath by breath.

When and as I see myself thinking about what I will do next when I am doing something else - I stop. I breathe. Within it I realize that I am going into the mind - an alternate dimension - and therefore I must stop it and simply focus on the physical, on what I am doing until it is done - and then I move on.

I see something interesting: when I am arriving home, I am already with the keys in my hand even when I am 100 meters away from the door --- I am already ahead of time --- instead of simply allow myself to walk to the door and then grab my keys, and then open the door, get inside, put things down and stop for a moment to decide what I will do -- and then focus on that one thing.

That is it! - That is all there is to it.
I find the equilibrium. The "Equalitibrium". I remain in the moment, I do what I must without going into the mind and start thinking about what will come after --- I remain in SPACE/physical Time, not in "mind time".

Find/establish your pace/place - do not get in a rat race.
Become real as the physical - be here - as this earth with the heart beating for the day when all will be together, as one and equals, be eating from the Tree of Life (because the tree of good and evil is the poison of and as the mind)

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