Portal 1 – Self forgiveness is the key to the universe
In applying self-forgiveness I am totally present and aware as the words – certain of every word I speak – thus I speak every word within and as self-expression.
Within self-honest self-forgiveness – in and as self-expression – an instant release I experience – this is effective and absolute self-forgiveness. Such is a statement of who I am, thus the self-dishonesty dissipates and stops – I am HERE.
Within self-forgiveness I SEE what I have become – my self-dishonesties – and I embrace it ALL. Thus: no friction, no energy, no polarity, no resistance, no separation.
Then I may BE – I am = I LIVE the self-corrective application.
Within and as self-forgiveness I realize SELF – thus an opening to LIVE the REAL I.
When applying self-forgiveness I do so for and as SELF.
I STOP. I look at the thought/feeling/emotion and I take it as ME by slowly – but surely – speaking the self-forgiveness words. I explore the construct – the thought/feeling/emotion ramifications – and respectively apply self-forgiveness.
Portal 2 – Face Inner Turmoil, conflict and dishonesty with forgiveness
As I become aware of my thoughts, it will seem as a lot to deal with… thus I BREATH is essential to LIVE moment by moment – I take direct responsibility for myself
In doing so, I realize that that which exists within me – what I am “to deal with” – is not big at all.
I AM NOT HARD ON MYSELF!
I slow down and breath – there is now-HERE to go. Thus, if I am racing inside myself, I STOP and get back HERE – BREATHE
I trust myself to direct myself in the moment – I do not accept anything less than who I am = I express myself and I embrace with and as self-forgiveness.
Every moment is an opportUNITY to establish ME – I do not judge what is inside myself – as I EMBRACE I do not stand separate from my self-dishonesties, thus I direct myself, I move myself, I LIVE SELF.
Portal 3 – when leaving the body, when is it real?
“I breathe, and within the in breath I literally stand HERE in the center of me”
“The experience thereof is as though you are extracting yourself from within and as your physical human body , and you are standing absolute in the center of your human physical body. And who you experience this is being cold, very cold, and hard. And in leaving the body it is not a cold as – you know when the weather is cold outside and you experience yourself being “cold”? Not that cold… I say like ice experience itself (…) cold, but it is not that you are cold. It’s an icy coldness that you become and experience yourself as very hard – and as you leave your body your body its still cold, cold, cold and then … - as you leave your body you experience yourself… everything else disappears. It’s only you with yourself… you are in the center of the human physical body and you literally leave… and in that moment, as you leave the body… that action there, after now you’ve manifested you in the center of the human physical body – from that moment to when you leave your body – everything disappears. It’s is just darkness (…) and you are in the dimensional existence.
The rest I’ll see for myself.
Portal 4 – Desire to leave the body makes it impossible
Desire/ need/wish will prevent me to leave the body. In doing so I will not go into the practical application for and as myself to assist and support myself in being a portal – thus self-forgiveness to be applied on the desire.
To portal is a part of the process to birth self as life from the physical – thus is not about being a portal, it is me living ME – SELF.
Would being a portal define who I am? – self-forgiveness on self-definition as a portal to be applied.
Portal 5 – leave the body any time anywhere in a single breath
“The immediacy of leaving the human physical body
- The contraction
Centralization of Self (all disappears)
Darkness/nothingness experienced (icy cold, coldness)
And then move out like the experience of the out breath.
Pictures, color, multi-dimensional layers etc – everything picture like = MIND, not real – not self-experience, not self-expression.
Note: on interdimesional existence there exists no pictures, no color etc…
In the interdimensioal existence – experience of self – is a beingness, it IS. Self; I.
Any profound experience/superior experience – it is the mind’s projection and interpretation of oneness and equality – not real.
If awareness of the human physical body exists = you have not left the body
Unless the experience of the self-contraction and self-centralization within the human physical body – an actual experience of sipping self from the human physical body (sucking yourself out) and experiencing the moving out, feeling icy cold – takes place, you are still in the human physical body.
All that exists is the interdimensional existence is I; SELF; nothingness.”
I do not try to conceive what it is like to leave the body. I do not try to conceive self. I do not try to conceive oneness and equality. I do not try to conceive the interdimensional existence
I stop and forgive. Breath is support and assistance to self-realize – I stop all perceptions, beliefs, thoughts, ideas etc…
Portal 6 – the body disappears, I remain
No experience of the human physical body
All is SELF
No sound
No picture
ALL is ME, ALL is I
If I experience fear: I am not ready – I apply self-forgiveness, I am specific, I go deeper and in detail – I give myself the opportunity to be self-honest, totally, within self-forgiveness.
I push through the fear of being self-honest
What are the:
Fears?
Desires?
The pictures in the mind coming up?
As the thoughts come into my mind I unconditionally apply self-forgiveness to release the thoughts.
I do not accept and allow myself to define myself according to those thoughts.
I FORGIVE
I am self-honest with what is going inside myself.
I do not do this half way – I am absolute!
I go into the fears, desires, thoughts, emotions, feeling, experiences towards others and I DIE-sect it all. I look at every point – open the entire construct – and within that I SEE the entire system and within effective specific self-forgiveness release the entire construct – and the key is self-honesty.
Portal 7 – Sound is Whole
NOT SOUND OF THIS WORLD – not listenable, no color, no vibration, no frequency
“In the dimensions you will be the Wholeness of Sound as you, where everywhere is HERE as you. It is not an experience of movement, it IS, ME, HERE as ME in ME.”
Portal 8 – knowledge and information
I forgive all knowledge – I am specific with the constructs of all perceptions of what dimensions and dimensional beings.
All ideas/perceptions/beliefs I release with self-forgiveness.
The mind does not know anything about reality since the mind itself – as all believes/ideas/perceptions/opinions/concepts – is an illusion.
Portal 9 – Letting go, I remain
All that must remain is SELF, ME, HERE, within and as breath, in every moment.
Knowledge and info is judgment.
Which ties/bounds/limits confine me to the illusion? Thus I release ALL.
Portal 10 – When am I ready?
“An indication of “readiness” to leave the body is when from 48 to 72 hours you are empty within and as yourself. There exists only I in absolute silence – no thought, no reaction – only silence and emptiness.”
Portal 11 – relationships ties and addictions (desires)
“Have a look at all desires that manifest ties in this world.”
Definitions of the mind enslaves me to the limitations of the relation-ships ties (desires)
These are making it impossible for me to stand alone, one and equal with my-SELF
I STAND ABSOTUTE. ALONE, All-ONE.
I look at all desires and disconnect from them to no more be limited to such relationship ties.
Portal 12 – Self-definition as MIND
I clear all self-definitions.
I look within me and I allow myself to, in self-honesty, SEE all definitions, to thus release myself from it all with self-forgiveness.
What do I fear losing that exists within me and my world?
If fear of loss exists – I forgive ALL unconditionally to embrace my-SELF completely – to LIVE self-stability.
If fear of loss exists in me, then I am existing is separation of my-SELF. Thus I (for)GIVE ME to my-SELF – I do not allow LIMITATION.
I cut ALL TIES with SPECIFIC self-forgiveness.
Portal 13 – being comfortable Alone
I am comfortable with and as myself alone. I am HERE with me in and as BREATH and RELEASE myself from MINDS – within and as breathing I experience the human physical body restrictions, as if all is tightening up (nervousness, anxiety inside myself) – I will experience pressure points: these are unconscious and subconscious manifestations due to missed thoughts or reactions that took place during the day.
How release works?
As I lay down and breath, I focus on these specific points that are becoming manifested pressurized experiences inside the human physical body. As I focus, I will be able to release – amalgamate, become one with it and release within the out breath.
I release all until I become comfortable HERE within and as the human physical body. ALONE.
I become one and equal with the human physical body in and as myself – thus I’ll be comfortable leaving the body.
Portal 14 – the wor(l)d ALONE – why?
I am alone. I am doing this alone, I am doing this for myself as myself. I determine my experience
I direct myself.
I move myself
I am responsible for myself.
No one can nor will do this for me. I am responsible for all that I experience. I am responsible for all situations I put myself in. I am alone and all are alone.
I stand as ALL, ALONE.
I stand as ONE, ALONE
I stand and LIVE as ALL as ONE, ALONE.
I am alone, and I assist and support myself within this process
I am alone within and as self-forgiveness
I am self-forgiveness.
I am alone within and as self-honesty
I am self-honesty.
I am alone within and as self-corrective application.
I am self-corrective application.
I am alone within and as breath
I am breath.
Alone I direct myself. I do this for me as me by me. I take responsibility for myself, I determine my experience and my world. I, ALONE, am disciplined. I alone trust myself. I gift myself to myself, ALONE.
I do this for myself unconditionally.
I am absolute in assisting myself, alone.
I am specific in assisting myself, alone.
I do not fear being alone
I am alone.
Portal 15 – The key to Self
Self-honesty is the key to ALL of SELF, it is the key to myself – I am not accepting and allowing self-dishonesty.
I observe my thoughts, and I am not accepting them to direct myself as I forgive them – no reactions, no fears. I embrace ALL with self-honesty as I live self-forgiveness.
I am not denying what is within me, I am not ignoring nor suppressing. I look within myself within and as self-honesty and I do not accept my self-dishonesties to control or direct me – I correct my nature of self-dishonesty by seeing it all within and as self-honesty – I do not accept and allow anything less than who I am, and I self-honestly do so.
I see my deception – I am self-honest – and I correct.
Self-honestly I look at every point inside myself – I recognize my self-responsibility.
Self-honestly I realize I am not this deception I have become, and in self-honesty with self-forgiveness I release myself from the illusion.
I, self-honestly, look at my thoughts, reactions, feelings – I look at it directly – I realize it is not me – I correct my nature, I apply self-forgiveness, I release my self-definition of that thought/construct, thus I state who I am, and I do not accept myself to define myself according to these constructs – and I do so within and as self-honesty as I live self-forgiveness.
I am here breathing.
Portal 16 – Interjecting in the tubes of self
“we have interjected ourselves within and as the mind-consciousness system – tube structures representing a thought/emotion/feeling/memory – we experience ourselves as these because we are within these.
When a thought comes up – STOP – look at it directly”
I apply self-forgiveness for that thought – thus I am self-honest applying self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing myself to participate in that thought – I realize myself.
I realize myself with self-honest application of self-forgiveness for participating in the thought/emotion/feeling/picture/memory.
I apply self forgiveness with NO CON-dition, not CON-dicted, not CON-ditioned.
I do not fear my self-honesty. I do not take shit from myself.
When thought come – I stand – I look at it, I do not fear it – I apply specific absolute self-forgiveness with and as self-honesty to realize myself – thus I release myself from the specific thought/construct.
Portal 17 – Denial and Hiding – Face Self.
I cannot deny what I have become, I cannot deny who I am – thus I am self-honest with myself to correct my deceptive nature with self-honest self-forgiveness.
I do not take shit.
I stop all my crap.
I do not separate myself from what I have become – I see it all, and I correct this deceptive/self-dishonest nature.
Portal 18 – Drugs and alcohol
I stop it all. I am not accepting and allowing myself in any way to fall for the temptation to consume drugs/alcohol again.
I direct myself.
I am responsible for myself.
I do not fear dugs.
I do not fear alcohol.
I do not fear not being able to direct myself.
I stopped it all, and so it will remain.
I do not accept and allow myself to take drugs and alcohol in any way anymore.
It is removed from me and my world. It does not exist in my world. It does not exist in my world, it is not a part of me, I am not defines by drugs no longer.
I trust myself
I am not falling any more for the temptation, not falling for the APPARENT need.
I am not feeding my mind anymore.
I am not suppressing myself
I am living, as I disengage myself from my mind.
I direct.
I express.
I am responsible.
I am disciplined.
I trust self-application
I am self-honest.
I am not taking shit.
I live.
I breath.
Portal 19 – Access to self in CON-fusion
I cannot take drugs to access myself – absolute separation.
I am not accepting this.
I am HERE in and as breath.
Portal 20 – The choice to stop
If I am not clear within myself, totally stable, with no mind – I will not be able to self-realize – to realize myself as All as One and Equal.
I have no choice but to stand – I stand for ALL as ALL, and I take ALL with and as Me.
I stand up!
I am HERE – as ALL – I unconditionally release myself from my deception.
I stop my deception – I stop this deceptive creation.
I am not accepting my dis-honest-ties anymore.
I stand as ALL, infinitely, until it is done and for ever more.
This mind… bye bye!!
I have no choice. I stand and I stop.
I do this for myself. All that exists is ME.
This is who I am, thus I stand as this process as ME.
Portal 21 – The point of no return
Self realization is the moment I realize myself, and I stand absolute and I walk as WHO I AM no matter what – the point of no return – I stand and I remain.
All ties are gone
All that exists is ME – One and Equal as LIFE, HERE, STANDING as ALL, with no relation to no-one nor no-thing but to ONE and ALL as ALL.
The choice to have no choice – “How are you able to chose who you are?”
I cannot chose who I am – I have always and all ways BEEN, HERE, the same; and this eternal I, I am to realize, and from SELF, I, there is no escape.
The realization of SELF is inevitable – to stand as each ONE as ALL as ONE ad EQUAL as SELF, HERE, cannot be avoided – I cannot avoid my-SELF.
Portal 22 – Who will you meet?
Breathe in
Compress in the center of the body – experience of icy cold.
All black – I remain.
Experience within interdimensional existence.
Interdimensional assistance and sunnet will be there.
Come through sunnet’s body.
Sunnet or interdimensional assistance will integrate in my body.
Have a cup of coffee!
Portal 23 – How the mind supports self-honesty
The mind reflects my self-deception – it is the manifestation of my deception, what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become – it reveals my self-dishonest truth/nature.
Mind is my best friend on my read to SELF, on the road of self-honesty.
Every moment I establish myself. Every moment I correct my self-deceptive nature.
Every moment is a chance to live self-honesty, to establish myself, to stop the enslavement, to express myself, to trust myself.
Thus, I correct – I unconditionally SEE what the mind represents of me so I may assist and support myself within and as self-honesty to self-correct me, to self-forgive – to make a statement of who I am and LIVE.
I do not fight the mind – it is what I have become.
I stop all conflict
I stop all judgment
I do not fight myself – what I have become.
I embrace my mind.
I am one and equal to my mind – and I correct.
I am grateful for all that my mind shows me that requires self-direction, to thus realize who I am.
Portal 24 – How will you see?
No pictures – color
No sound
In the interdimensional existence I exist as the wholeness of sound.
Portal 25 – How to support Self?
It is not to do this to be prepared to do something in the future.
I am here – future is illusion.
I walk HERE, breath by breath, as the moment – it is not about preparation.
I am assisting and supporting myself to self-realize.
This process is ME – it is who I am, at every moment of breath – I LIVE HERE.
Portal 26 – The dedication to All Life
Portal is dedication to ALL life, one and Equal.
I dedicate myself to and as SELF.
I LIVE, I support and assist all as who I am as Life.
I direct, I move everything and all of me – in every moment of breath – is a dedication to ALL life as One and Equal.
“I” do not exist. “Joao” does not exist. Desires, dreams, hopes, needs no more exist within me – I do not accept and allow myself to have hopes, dreams, desires and expectations. A “life” of “my own” does not exist – I stand as Self for and as all as One and Equal as Life HERE.
I am in no relationships. All that exists is SELF, I, and I live who I am, I EXPRESS.
I stand as SELF as LIFE as All as ONE and EQUAL in all and as ALL that I am, and I do not accept anything less than this.
Every action – is me
Every move – is me
Every word – is me
Every breath – is me
All I do/say is from the starting point /from the stand/from the expression/from the beingness of/as who I am as All as One and Equal as Life, HERE.
I (for)GIVE UP EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER KNOWN/THOUGHT BELIEVED AND TRUSTED.
I die with and as this breath.
And I birth myself a-new as WHO I AM within and as this breath.
I (for)GIVE away my self-dishonest existence of and as the Mind, of my world.
I stand as LIFE as ALL as One and Equal.
I walk with and as certainty within and as breath at every moment, certain that I walk HERE as WHO I AM no matter what.
I do not give up, I do not turn my back on anything nor anyone, I stand as SELF as LUFE as WHO I AM as ONE and EQUAL as ALL.
I STAND ABSOLUTE.
I dot fear being absolute. I do not fear living this process. I do not fear living this process in front of ALL as ALL.
Portal 27 – How to Live HERE.
I LIVE, EXPRESS and APPLY WHO I AM HERE AS ALL LIFE, and I do NOT STOP – I DO NOT GIVE UP NO MATTER WHAT.
Until all is HERE within and as ME as Life as ALL as One and Equal
I stand
LIVE
EXPRESS
APPLY
WHO I AM AS LIFE as ALL as ONE and EQUAL until this is dONE.
And for ever more.
I stand and I do not stop.
Portal 28 – What about temptations
To be a portal I am to endure any and all temptations:
Power
Money
Control
Relationships.
I stand as Who I am and I do not allow any of these temptations to influence me and my application in any way whatsoever – I am not accepting and allowing anything less than who I am.
I stand as Who I am.
I do not know temptation, I do not live temptations, I do not allow temptations within – I forgive all temptations.
I do not fall. I do not accept and allow anything less than who I am.
Relationships do not exist – no desire, no need.
Control does not exist – I do not allow my ego to influence or direct me here – I direct myself as Self as WHO I AM – thus I am control as I live self-honesty HERE as Who I am as LIFE as one and Equal as ALL.
I am not allowing myself to spend money for self-interest. I use money for what is best for all, for what I am to do within this process.
I am not allowing myself to be influenced or directed by my ego if I get to a position of “power” – power is me LIVING self-honesty, is living who I am as All as One and Equal as Life.
Temptations are wants needs and desires – I release myself from all of them – I (for)GIVE them all away.
I am not accepting and allowing temptations within and as me and in my world to influence or direct me in anyway.
The question: Who I am within such moment of temptation?
Within and as breath the answer exists, and self-direction and self-movement as who I am as All as One and Equal as life will lead the way to release myself from self-dishonesties/self-deception.
I truest myself in and as Self-Honesty and I stand as ALL LIFE ONE AND EQUAL no matter what.
I dare myself to live this process unconditionally for myself as myself – I am ALONE and ALONE I walk the talk, and breath.
Portal 29 – Ask Questions
A sI ask question my process will go faster.
In asking questions . and within the answers - I see what /where I am to correct within myself – I move and I progress within my process.
Within my answers, how can I practically correct myself-dishonest nature?
I ask form a self-assisting self-support starting point.
Portal 30 – show and share
As I show and share what I have come to realize and apply and live, it is to make statements of self, of who I am – I live self.
I show and I share SELF to others as me unconditionally.
I unconditionally present to others – as myself – what I have come to realize, what I have been through, and I do not accept and allowed myself to fear judgment from the behalf of other people – as this would be self-dishonesty.
Portal 31 – Anxiety when sharing
I share myself unconditionally. I share unconditionally what I have come to realize – I am sharing with myself. Within me sharing I am living who I am – I step beyond fear, I am not influenced nor controlled by the mind.
I share with myself who I am, what I have come to realize, and I unconditionally share, with no hopes/desires/expectations for it to go a specific way.
I take the others as ME and I share – what would I do? What do I, as the other, require to listen/see? – this question I ask myself so that I may stand one and equal with the other being I am sharing myself with to thus be more effective and specific in assisting and supporting the other to understand what is in the moment to be understood.
I stand one and equal with the one I am sharing what I have come to realize. I speak from SELF as SELF, trusting myself, directing myself, moving myself – I am self-movement, I am self-directions , I am self-responsibility, I am self-will, I am self-dedication, I am self-discipline, I am self-hones, I am self-trust – These words, as WHO I AM, I LIVE.
Portal 32 – Secrets and regret
I release all secrets.
Only the mind has secrets, and only the mind feels the need to hide, because onlyt the mind tries to protect itself – because only the mind can die; on the illusion can cease to exist.
I cannot cease to exist, thus there is no need to hide, there is no need to have secrets – there is no need to fear.
I am not defined by the secrets within my mind – Secrets are perceptions – within and as self-honesty all is OPEN, I am vulnerable.
Secrets generate guilt, shame and regret.
I do not live in guild – I do not accept and allow myself to live in guilt.
I do not live in shame – I do not accept and allow myself to live in shame.
I do not live in regret – I do not accept and allow myself to live in regret.
- I have no secrets, all is open, I am HERE vulnerable and not defined by the past nor by my perceived and desired future.
To have shame, guilt and regret is to live in the past – I do not accept and allow myself to live in the past and according to the my past.
I embrace my past, thus I am not limited by my past – therefore I embrace my secrets and I am not defined/limited by my secrets.
Secretes are thoughts, secrets are memories – I am not defined by my thoughts/memories.
Portal 33 – Body Breath and Mind
To leave the body is a natural self-expression – in one moment, in one breath.
To try to leave the body through the mind is absurd – thus within leaving the body there is no thinking involved – it is a self-movement.
“Leaving the body is not a doing, it is about who you are.”
Portal 34 – Self-forgiveness explained
I apply Self-forgiveness specifically.
I write what is experienced and apply self forgiveness in the moment – this is the most effective way for me to live who I am and thus release myself from the mind limitations/restrictions.
What I experience within myself towards anyone or anything reflects my own deceptive nature/what exits within me.
To apply self-forgiveness in the moment to the thought that come up is to correct the deceptive nature by physically applying myself – to live who I am.
I look within my world where I have similar thoughts and I unconditionally apply self-forgiveness.
Portal 35 – “within and as” – the meaning
Within = In/into
As = Equal
I am within and as the body = I am in the body and equal to the body.
I place myself within and as the other being = I place myself in the other being and in the other being’s position/situation and I place myself equal to the being and equal to the position/situation the being is “within and as”.
Portal 36 – Only one portal
“All beings assisting and supporting themselves in being a portal will stand in self-honesty within and as oneness and equality as Life – we will stand one and equal = within and as ourselves, within and as self-honesty as Life”
Portal 37 – How do I get back?
“The experience of getting back is a flow, flowing and amalgamating, manifesting and then standing within and as the human physical body.”
“You stand up within the human physical body and as the human physical body and manifest you within and as the human physical body”
Portal 38 – Astral Projections and OBE’s
“Leaving the body has nothing to do with the so called A.P and O.B.E, since these are manifested alter realities/dimensional shifts within and as the mind consciousness system – it is not at all leaving the body and experience oneself in the dimensional existence. A.P and O.B.E are mind made illusions – they are not real.”
Portal 39 – Disassembling the Matrix
“it is suggested to watch all video interviews and read all the material and the site and on youtube, because within the video interviews and the documents that I have done of the material we are literally disengaging and disassembling the entire manifested matrix of and as the unified consciousness of and as the mind consciousness system within and as you”
Video interviews and documents are specific – they show/reveal specific points of the matrix that I am to become one and equal/amalgamate with to thus transcend the mind/matrix.
Portal 40 – what is freedom?
“To be a portal is not the definition of freedom.”
“Freedom is self-expression in self-honesty HERE in every moment of breath. Freedom is when I direct myself as who I am as one and equal as all as Life HERE. Freedom is to be free from self-dishonesties – freedom is to not be moved/influenced/directed by the mind as the mind.”
“Freedom exists HERE in every moment of breath.”
Portal 41 – A name and family
I am not defined by my name/family – the beings
It is according to my name – Joao Jesus – that my perception of “who I am” – PERSONALITY as the “I”/LIE/EYE of the mind – exists.
I stand alone in self expression as who I am, HERE, not defined by name nor family.
How do I describe myself according the personality of myself through and as the mind – how have I defined myself to be and how I live and project and present my personality through and as the mind that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to? – Self-forgive.
With who, within my family, I still need/require within my world/ with who do I still have a relationship outside separate from me, which I define myself as who I am?
Do I need my mom in my reality because she gives me “love” and “care”? My dad? My sister?
Who or what in my reality have I defined myself according to? – relationship of mind dependency.
It has nothing to do with others – family – or even my name – it is about myself and what I accept and allow myself to perceive myself as.
Portal 42 – why be a portal?
“Within and as assisting and supporting yourself in being a portal, you will be able to… you manifest you interdimensionally HERE within and as the physical, bringing heaven as earth Here as self One and Equal with and as Self.”
To Live this process of becoming a portal is to LIVE the process to birth myself as life from the physical – it is one of the steps to further assist and support myself to self-realize HERE as WHO I AM as one and equal as All as LIFE.
To be a portal – to become a portal/to live the process of “how to be a portal” is “the practical physical application in self-expression of manifesting heaven as earth.”
Portal 43 – Interviews and following
The video interviews of “how to be a portal” are not to be followed, meaning, I am not manifesting the belief that if I follow the video interviews something miraculously will occur
The video interviews are not a “following”.
To be a portal is about myself, alone, to assist and support myself PRACTICALLY to self-realize in self-expression as and through being a portal.
This is ME LIVING ME – SELF – PRACTICAL APPLICATION within and as the PHYSICAL:
Portal 44 - Vibration
The experience of vibration is bullshit – it means nothing, it is the MIND.
Leaving the body is as natural as breath – stable and constant.
Portal 45 – Power and powerful
Being a portal is not defined according to be powerful or to have power – this is a mind construct.
Being a portal is who I am, a natural self-expression as SELF HERE.
“Actual POWER is to LIVE self-honesty HERE at every moment of breath as SELF – Self-power, the ability and courage to LIVE self-honesty HERE at every moment of breath.
Portal 46 – Struggling with self-forgiveness
I apply self-forgiveness ABSOLUTE – I am the self-forgiveness and I live the self-forgiveness.
No judgment – within and as applying self-forgiveness I give myself back to myself and within it I realize I am not my mind, I am not defined by my mind, I am not defined by my past, I am not who I PERCEIVE myself to be.
Within the self-forgiveness application I am the words I speak/write and no judgment exists – I give myself to myself unconditionally.
I am not defined by that which I am forgiving myself for – Thus the self-forgiveness is applied with no judgment at all, otherwise I would be judging myself and what I have become – I would be perceiving myself and defining myself according to the past – and the reality is ME – SELF – HERE.
Portal 47 – what can go wrong?
Nothing can go wrong since SELF cannot go wrong!
I will only portal when I am HERE STABLE and CONSTANT within and as BREATH – only when I stand ABSOLUTE. HERE as WHO I REALLY AM within and as Breath.
Portal 48 – Fear of Possession
“If you experience anxiety or fear of another being manifesting within your body… this is separation”
Lol! – Be FREE and enjoy!
I like to share – I am “shareness”
Portal 49 – Vastness of Mind
“The experience of “the vastness of the existence” is actually “the vastness of the mind”, thus it is an illusion; it is the mind interpretation of SELF, of oneness and equality and Life”
HERE in the physical or HERE in the interdimensional existence is the same – “the simplicity of breath”
HERE or in the interdimensional existence makes no difference to who I am – I am HERE as the simplicity of breath, self-directive and self-expressive, moving myself and LIVING SELF-HONESTY.
Portal 50 – floating out of the body
“The experience of floating above or below still perceiving this reality as you would through the human physical eyes is a mind projection.”
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